Insecurities...!!

wat a day it was...!!
whn sumthg cums,it cums in abundance...n spclly if itz abt sumthg nt so positiv...thn it carries all d more added big bags n baggages...

in past 24hourz...i cam across so many ppl who r sufferin frm dis weird feelin...called INSECURITIES...!!
itz sad 2 say,tht list strts wid my own name...:(

bt y...???? y r v so insecure????
by gods grace,every1 whom i met or talkd 2day,has been provided wid al poss luxuries 2 lead a normal,healthy lyf...
bt still thr minds r nt at peace..rather itz runnin at a high pace...!!

isnt it so strange..strtin as young as my nephew leadin 2 as older as my frndz n few family members...thy all suffer frm insecurities...!!

my nephew is insecure abt his car keys wud b taken frm him,if he doesnt eat his food..my neighbr,whoz in 7th standard is insecure wheathr she'll b abl to giv her best in her sum dumb school confrnc 2mwr or nt...my frndz r insecure f losin thr place by d entry f few mor...my family members r insecure f whthr d medicine thy take so often will actully help thm or make it worse 2 handle...!!

n abt me...m insecure abt endless thgs...bt at d same tym,wats all d mor amazin is,m guarded by so many thgs tht make me so secure tht des trivial insecurities jst vanish away...:)

i wish i cud find sum mor f positiv energy tht dis word in itslf cud b don away wid......

mistakes..!!

Mistakes r sumthg widout whch our lyf is nt complete...
mistakes happen nw n thn...normal human beings understand thr mistakes n make sum conscious efforts of nt atlst repeatin thm again (n again)...4 othrz...thy always end up wid new mistakes...:)

i suppose,i belong to latter category f ppl..findin sumthg new,even in mistakes,jst adds few nuts in d plane,lame chocolate bar...:)

mistakes doesnt travel alone..it has itz cousin,called forgiveness,always standin rght behind it..mistakes whn finishes itz job,forgiveness strts wid itz...

but...BUT...whn mistake takes a ride on same horse again n again,forgiveness betrays it...forgiveness expires jst aftr helpin mistake twice(or in few cases thrice) 4 d fall from same horse...

for every single human on dis earth,mistake has a diffrnt meanin...sumthg whch can rght for sumbdy..can b totally wrong for sumbdy els..n thts d game,is al about..
but smartest r d once,who commit same mistake on regular bases n a lillte added to it,thy say even sorry again n again...hw cool is tht...!! (atlst sounds so)

so nxt tym u commit a mistake,make sure u don repeat it or els d bst says,learn d gud out f it n take on anothr one 2 cum...:)

[while dis was regardin d xperncs i hav had till date..anothr side f d same coin says...only ur family..precisely ur parents,r d ones who forgiv for ur all poss mistakes..(i guess so) n thy stand beyond every1 in dis world f diffrnt creatures..]

SHORE’S OF “A”...:)

An A lived on east shore,
another at west.
Long before they met,
they followed a strange breadth.

The east always shined.
but the west’s name means sun shine.,

They are different,
they are miles away.
But within their existence of life,
they still live and smile the same way.

They share a balance of reality and illusion.
Always having a question, on the past and the future..

The east is all blank ,
the west becomes blank.
Only the blankness, fills their void,
To bring peace and a bag full of the word ENJOY..

PUMPKIN

Her name is unique,
She is emotionally not that weak..

She is a fat bank,
Love, care, feelings, positivity are chequered, which is always blank..

She is cute.though with strong commands.
More than her soul,
its her mind,that peace demands..

Everyone loves to hug her,she is a teddy bear.
But a slight change,
she speaks and all nonsense is just she refuses to hear..

You love her,
you hate her,
she never cares to dead extend.
But certainly,she is a gift of nature,
who is deprived of something to pretend.

NIGHT

I love being alone at night,
i feel am charged and can shine bright..

Moon accompanies me,
i feel well accompanied.
Stars surround me,
i feel twinklingly surrounded..

I love to dream,
i love to love my love.
I make wishes,
i pray and find my thoughts fishing.
But I know I love night,
and night loves me back infinite..

My name means sun rays.
I am hot as a sun,
and strikes as rays.
But I love night,
far more than when its day light.

I write about the stars,
i write under the stars.
Under and about are good,
but I want to be a star,
like lost in wood.

I love night,
more when theres only moon at my side..

thoughts drawn through diffrnt thgs...

Of late,i have started reading blogs f sum f my othr frndz...jst 2 say...thy write seriously gr8....n itz fun 2 read d entries...:)

but while readin...i found one uniquely common in all f thm...(mayb itz thr in me also..)

bt wats common among thm is....2 describe thr words,thy tilt thr heads on sumbdy's els shoulders n say wat thy wantd to...des array f shoulders vary from al poss livin to non-livin things....animals,birds,butterflies...music,cds,shoes etc etc...anythg n everythg thy cud relate to...n ofcourse d end product smells freashly n well baked....:)

n jst dis small observatn lands me up 2 conclude tht hw many creative heads r around me...n i never knw abt thm...lyk us,hw many millions n zillions wud b using des words to make it poss 2 write a piece full f sense....:)