Insecurities...!!

wat a day it was...!!
whn sumthg cums,it cums in abundance...n spclly if itz abt sumthg nt so positiv...thn it carries all d more added big bags n baggages...

in past 24hourz...i cam across so many ppl who r sufferin frm dis weird feelin...called INSECURITIES...!!
itz sad 2 say,tht list strts wid my own name...:(

bt y...???? y r v so insecure????
by gods grace,every1 whom i met or talkd 2day,has been provided wid al poss luxuries 2 lead a normal,healthy lyf...
bt still thr minds r nt at peace..rather itz runnin at a high pace...!!

isnt it so strange..strtin as young as my nephew leadin 2 as older as my frndz n few family members...thy all suffer frm insecurities...!!

my nephew is insecure abt his car keys wud b taken frm him,if he doesnt eat his food..my neighbr,whoz in 7th standard is insecure wheathr she'll b abl to giv her best in her sum dumb school confrnc 2mwr or nt...my frndz r insecure f losin thr place by d entry f few mor...my family members r insecure f whthr d medicine thy take so often will actully help thm or make it worse 2 handle...!!

n abt me...m insecure abt endless thgs...bt at d same tym,wats all d mor amazin is,m guarded by so many thgs tht make me so secure tht des trivial insecurities jst vanish away...:)

i wish i cud find sum mor f positiv energy tht dis word in itslf cud b don away wid......

mistakes..!!

Mistakes r sumthg widout whch our lyf is nt complete...
mistakes happen nw n thn...normal human beings understand thr mistakes n make sum conscious efforts of nt atlst repeatin thm again (n again)...4 othrz...thy always end up wid new mistakes...:)

i suppose,i belong to latter category f ppl..findin sumthg new,even in mistakes,jst adds few nuts in d plane,lame chocolate bar...:)

mistakes doesnt travel alone..it has itz cousin,called forgiveness,always standin rght behind it..mistakes whn finishes itz job,forgiveness strts wid itz...

but...BUT...whn mistake takes a ride on same horse again n again,forgiveness betrays it...forgiveness expires jst aftr helpin mistake twice(or in few cases thrice) 4 d fall from same horse...

for every single human on dis earth,mistake has a diffrnt meanin...sumthg whch can rght for sumbdy..can b totally wrong for sumbdy els..n thts d game,is al about..
but smartest r d once,who commit same mistake on regular bases n a lillte added to it,thy say even sorry again n again...hw cool is tht...!! (atlst sounds so)

so nxt tym u commit a mistake,make sure u don repeat it or els d bst says,learn d gud out f it n take on anothr one 2 cum...:)

[while dis was regardin d xperncs i hav had till date..anothr side f d same coin says...only ur family..precisely ur parents,r d ones who forgiv for ur all poss mistakes..(i guess so) n thy stand beyond every1 in dis world f diffrnt creatures..]