Thursday, July 23, 2009

A long unending dream...

whn season changes..v shut dwn our a/c's n fans n switch on wid heaters n othr heatin appliancs...
well m sure,u mst b wonderin...wat m talkin abt...
bt chill..thts jst a way tht aftr a long gap f tym,m bck in2 puttin my thoughts 2gthr....
it wasnt lack f tym or energy..bt dis tym arnd it was all abt lack f will n patience..
and thnkfully,few words by completly unknown persn,has reminded me 2 write again..

itz a long summer...it has been always a long 1..bt des summers r al d mor long.....
m sure every1 can list down d reasons f it being long..bt 4 me..i don wana list down bt rathr wana find ways 2 cut des summers short...

every nite,whn i dive in2 my mode f silence (i don snore...so itz all silent whn i sleep..:p) m captured by many unrecognibl voices...des voices speak 2gthr...so many f des voices.whn heard 2gthr,aches my ears...n at sum strange hourz f my lyf thy burn my head in2 pieces...
i wonder y thr r so many qustns...y cant i find few answrz?????

a new plan develops every nite..bt bfr d shutter f my eye window opens,i find thgs in world hav changed...n d whole process f mind plannin turns out 2 b waste...
bt thn again,again at nite,d process strts....and sadly dis bcums a vicious circle...loads f thgs 2 b thought out at jst d same second f minutes in des few hourz f my lyf tht i wonder,m runnin aftr tym or tym is runnin aftr me...!!!

2nite...bfr i enter in2 my silence mode...i wish i can take dis thg in my head n hav a peaceful sleep tht,by n far always...MAN PROPOSES,GOD DISPOSES....