Life as an irony

Why its strong,
why its rough,
when its called its wrong,
but still its not that tough..

Ironies of life are weird,
but life as a metaphor,
we all have to bear..

You draw a line,
you make a point.
Pointless are the discussions,
out of line are the situations..

You paint a bit,
you sketch a bit more.
But still everything is neither, black or white,
rather more of gray in all..

Why its strong,
its horrible to answer.
Why its rough,
is still bit understandable.
When its called its wrong,
its argued to extend.
But still its not that tough,
is actually an expression majority pretends.

Emotions..

Profoundly thought,
profoundly bought,
does emotions need great language,
or can we do without any strong damage…?

Everyone screams high.
Both internally and externally, is something nobody can deny.

Breaking of heart is a process.
Why you gave the permission of its breakage,
everyone fails to access.

Fulfilling of dreams,
takes ages after the first death.
Dreams of fulfillment,
makes us aged way before the final inhaled breath..

Emotions have many wings,
but still its flightless.
Emotions can be painted,
but still they are always colorless..

Profoundly thought,
Is an encouraging step.
Profoundly bought,
Brings emotions to their ultimate nest.

Unique wedding gift to my friend..:)

MR.NAMUNA…:)

What a day it was,
What a night to be treasured.
What a person he was,
What a soul to have with pleasure..

A tall structure,
With few bones.
A sweet smile,
With naughtiness always present in his eyes.

Akshat is just the name,
Happiness is actually, which got him fame..
Kapoor is the surname,
To make it prosperous is his life’s aim..

Stories to tell,
Endless to talk.
Give him your ear,
And he’ll speak more than just a lot..

Everyone loves him,
Everyone adores him.
Affection is all he has,
Care is what he always gets back..

I wish him luck and love forever,
I wish him good health and high spirits forever.
Dear god, this sweet friend of mine,
Maybe blessed forever..

What a day it is,
What a night of celebration.
What a person he is,
What a soul to have with supreme gratification..

"Ignorance is bliss"-- is it actually???

Since we were made to learn some world famous quotes,to use them in our english paragraph writings..i am aware of this one which says "SOMETIMES,IGNORANCE IS BLISS"...but nobody listed that "SOMETIMES"...

lately..have experienced that this quote works in ONLY those cases where the person for whom it is being used have enough brains to actually understand it...in other cases,its not at all a bliss..it turns into pain..
because once ignored,they re-approach...even when again and again ignored,they dont stop their re-approaching act..

i just fail to understand that, is there any kind of lack of education in these re-approaching acts or simply,there's a gap in what i was made to understand as our ethical values and they were made to understand their ethical values...
seems their diversity even in these basic values...but it is certainly sad to have this kind of diversity...

now i am totally zapped,wheather to take this quote as it says or should change it as per the situation demands...!!!

Insecurities...!!

wat a day it was...!!
whn sumthg cums,it cums in abundance...n spclly if itz abt sumthg nt so positiv...thn it carries all d more added big bags n baggages...

in past 24hourz...i cam across so many ppl who r sufferin frm dis weird feelin...called INSECURITIES...!!
itz sad 2 say,tht list strts wid my own name...:(

bt y...???? y r v so insecure????
by gods grace,every1 whom i met or talkd 2day,has been provided wid al poss luxuries 2 lead a normal,healthy lyf...
bt still thr minds r nt at peace..rather itz runnin at a high pace...!!

isnt it so strange..strtin as young as my nephew leadin 2 as older as my frndz n few family members...thy all suffer frm insecurities...!!

my nephew is insecure abt his car keys wud b taken frm him,if he doesnt eat his food..my neighbr,whoz in 7th standard is insecure wheathr she'll b abl to giv her best in her sum dumb school confrnc 2mwr or nt...my frndz r insecure f losin thr place by d entry f few mor...my family members r insecure f whthr d medicine thy take so often will actully help thm or make it worse 2 handle...!!

n abt me...m insecure abt endless thgs...bt at d same tym,wats all d mor amazin is,m guarded by so many thgs tht make me so secure tht des trivial insecurities jst vanish away...:)

i wish i cud find sum mor f positiv energy tht dis word in itslf cud b don away wid......

mistakes..!!

Mistakes r sumthg widout whch our lyf is nt complete...
mistakes happen nw n thn...normal human beings understand thr mistakes n make sum conscious efforts of nt atlst repeatin thm again (n again)...4 othrz...thy always end up wid new mistakes...:)

i suppose,i belong to latter category f ppl..findin sumthg new,even in mistakes,jst adds few nuts in d plane,lame chocolate bar...:)

mistakes doesnt travel alone..it has itz cousin,called forgiveness,always standin rght behind it..mistakes whn finishes itz job,forgiveness strts wid itz...

but...BUT...whn mistake takes a ride on same horse again n again,forgiveness betrays it...forgiveness expires jst aftr helpin mistake twice(or in few cases thrice) 4 d fall from same horse...

for every single human on dis earth,mistake has a diffrnt meanin...sumthg whch can rght for sumbdy..can b totally wrong for sumbdy els..n thts d game,is al about..
but smartest r d once,who commit same mistake on regular bases n a lillte added to it,thy say even sorry again n again...hw cool is tht...!! (atlst sounds so)

so nxt tym u commit a mistake,make sure u don repeat it or els d bst says,learn d gud out f it n take on anothr one 2 cum...:)

[while dis was regardin d xperncs i hav had till date..anothr side f d same coin says...only ur family..precisely ur parents,r d ones who forgiv for ur all poss mistakes..(i guess so) n thy stand beyond every1 in dis world f diffrnt creatures..]

SHORE’S OF “A”...:)

An A lived on east shore,
another at west.
Long before they met,
they followed a strange breadth.

The east always shined.
but the west’s name means sun shine.,

They are different,
they are miles away.
But within their existence of life,
they still live and smile the same way.

They share a balance of reality and illusion.
Always having a question, on the past and the future..

The east is all blank ,
the west becomes blank.
Only the blankness, fills their void,
To bring peace and a bag full of the word ENJOY..

PUMPKIN

Her name is unique,
She is emotionally not that weak..

She is a fat bank,
Love, care, feelings, positivity are chequered, which is always blank..

She is cute.though with strong commands.
More than her soul,
its her mind,that peace demands..

Everyone loves to hug her,she is a teddy bear.
But a slight change,
she speaks and all nonsense is just she refuses to hear..

You love her,
you hate her,
she never cares to dead extend.
But certainly,she is a gift of nature,
who is deprived of something to pretend.

NIGHT

I love being alone at night,
i feel am charged and can shine bright..

Moon accompanies me,
i feel well accompanied.
Stars surround me,
i feel twinklingly surrounded..

I love to dream,
i love to love my love.
I make wishes,
i pray and find my thoughts fishing.
But I know I love night,
and night loves me back infinite..

My name means sun rays.
I am hot as a sun,
and strikes as rays.
But I love night,
far more than when its day light.

I write about the stars,
i write under the stars.
Under and about are good,
but I want to be a star,
like lost in wood.

I love night,
more when theres only moon at my side..

thoughts drawn through diffrnt thgs...

Of late,i have started reading blogs f sum f my othr frndz...jst 2 say...thy write seriously gr8....n itz fun 2 read d entries...:)

but while readin...i found one uniquely common in all f thm...(mayb itz thr in me also..)

bt wats common among thm is....2 describe thr words,thy tilt thr heads on sumbdy's els shoulders n say wat thy wantd to...des array f shoulders vary from al poss livin to non-livin things....animals,birds,butterflies...music,cds,shoes etc etc...anythg n everythg thy cud relate to...n ofcourse d end product smells freashly n well baked....:)

n jst dis small observatn lands me up 2 conclude tht hw many creative heads r around me...n i never knw abt thm...lyk us,hw many millions n zillions wud b using des words to make it poss 2 write a piece full f sense....:)

A long unending dream...

whn season changes..v shut dwn our a/c's n fans n switch on wid heaters n othr heatin appliancs...
well m sure,u mst b wonderin...wat m talkin abt...
bt chill..thts jst a way tht aftr a long gap f tym,m bck in2 puttin my thoughts 2gthr....
it wasnt lack f tym or energy..bt dis tym arnd it was all abt lack f will n patience..
and thnkfully,few words by completly unknown persn,has reminded me 2 write again..

itz a long summer...it has been always a long 1..bt des summers r al d mor long.....
m sure every1 can list down d reasons f it being long..bt 4 me..i don wana list down bt rathr wana find ways 2 cut des summers short...

every nite,whn i dive in2 my mode f silence (i don snore...so itz all silent whn i sleep..:p) m captured by many unrecognibl voices...des voices speak 2gthr...so many f des voices.whn heard 2gthr,aches my ears...n at sum strange hourz f my lyf thy burn my head in2 pieces...
i wonder y thr r so many qustns...y cant i find few answrz?????

a new plan develops every nite..bt bfr d shutter f my eye window opens,i find thgs in world hav changed...n d whole process f mind plannin turns out 2 b waste...
bt thn again,again at nite,d process strts....and sadly dis bcums a vicious circle...loads f thgs 2 b thought out at jst d same second f minutes in des few hourz f my lyf tht i wonder,m runnin aftr tym or tym is runnin aftr me...!!!

2nite...bfr i enter in2 my silence mode...i wish i can take dis thg in my head n hav a peaceful sleep tht,by n far always...MAN PROPOSES,GOD DISPOSES....

Scream...only if u mean even a single word..

Scream is d easiest way 2 pour out or rathr vomit out ur frustratns...bt whn sumthg becums part f ur living sense,part f ur way f talkin...thn it loses itz value...

v as humans hav hell load f emotions n 2 make it worse,every1 has diffrnt wayz f expressin it..

u get angry..thts ur right...u scream out ur words,thts also ur right...bt over usage f dis right makes everythg wrong in lyf...

being a self-confessed short-tempered person,i belev words r so imp in r lyf tht each alphabet means sumthg...n sumbdy who says a phrase n extends it by sayin i didnt mean it...is d most clever person on dis earth...THE TUNE DEFINES THE MUSIC....

personaly,i think u shud say in wt u belv in..shud nt crap(atlst nt always,once in a while itz ok)

in des past few yrz f my lyf..i hav seen ppl who scream out hell lot f thgs n tht 2 wid strng convictions 2 make thm possbl...bt as itz said,barking dog seldom bite...ya,thts d exact way 2 defin hw thgs r thn don aftr dis screamin announcmt...
nthg happns..rathr d nxt moment thy r seen contradictin thr own words...

hehhehhe..i jst feel lyk laughin on des ppl...eithr u speak d possbl thg or do wht u screamed abt...bt sadly neithr f d 2 is done...
thy r nt short-tempered,thy r dumb ppl...who think smart f thmslvs bt r actlly highly personified dumb personalities...n thn many a tyms,thy r screamin 2 grab attention.. again,bad luck or volume was so low,tht thy fail 2 even grab tht....!!!

nxt tym whn u scream,scream wid low volume bt high meanin...!!

Level f trust

Everythg on dis earth has a certain level..certain limit..b it age f humans or animals or plants..or be it expiry date f materialistic thgs...
bt is thr any level f trust...faith..emotional bondin..care..concern...affection n all othr sch feelings?????

i cudnt find any answrs till date..bt if sumbdy has found,do let me knw...

for me,itz 50% intution n 50% d practical visibility tht builds up d bases f trust...
u can trust any1...bt thrz also a strng possiblity f not trustin any1...!!!

bt whn n hw do u feel tht u shud trust sum1..???????
sumbdy as close as ur relativ cannot b trustworthy n sum1 as far as sum1 stranger,al2gthr frm a diffrnt plc,whom u never met in ur lyf,can b highly trustworty...

bt hw can v define those scales 2 measure des????

does loyalty n trust go hand-in-hand...????

does practicaly showin it,making it obvious..is d only way 2 show ur trust in sum1 or is it sumthg whch is felt by itz own???

lyf is a big qustn...n thrz no tym 2 even think..fgrt abt findin conclusions...!!

Relativity

Readin d title...u wud b thinking...hmmm..dis wud b sumthg related 2 science n all..
bt y on science n stff...!!! isnt buks enuf 2 giv knwdlg abt it...!!!

well so 2 clear d thoughts in few nerves present at d top most part f ur body,let me tell u...
dis is nt abt science...itz abt lyf..
as usual..my experincs..d observatns..d daily lyf...forces me 2 write sumthg whch happns wid every1 bt hardly any1 gives it a thought...

well dis Relativity deals wid thgs lyk songs,pictures,places,clothes or anythg in tht case whch makes u remember f sum particular situation or sum particular person or mayb sum particular moment in ur lyf..
thr r few songs,whch whnever i hear i remeber few close people n thr reactn n d atmosphere tht song had created whn it was 1st heard...!!

in general i lov rains only while sittin in d shed n havin nyc cup f coffee..in all othr situatns,i hate rains..
bt still whnever it rains,it reminds me f 1 f my closest moments in my lyf...so mor thn i lov rains or hate rains,i lov d nostalgia whch only rains can bring...

at othr tyms,thrz a pair f footware whch i bought wid my closest frnd...n whnever i wear tht slipper,i remember d way v had fun buyin tht piece f material...tht piece is nt at all significant bt d whl situatn in whch it was bought,makes me feel so spcl n gud...

thr r lakhs f sch exampls..n m sure if u'll giv jst a moment's thought,u'll b abl 2 pen down sch sitatns(surely more thn i do..)

so wat i think is,few thgs jst leav us in d sphere f remembrance...!!!

Assumptions

As kids every1 listens 2 fairy tales...our mum..dad..grand mum's..granddad's n all poss elder ppl make it thr religious act 2 recite fairy tales n other imaginative tales 2 kids...

i found them really sweet...i always enjoyed them..n then whr d story used 2 end i wud make sure i strt wid my own imaginative tale(whch many a tyms wer senseless....)
as v grow up,dis activity slowly stops....n in my view,everythg has itz own tym..beynd tht thy luk dumb,weird n foolish as well..

bt nw, tht itz been 3 yrz f interactin wid entirly diffrnt personalities in d world...i hav observed tht thr r many many ppl(more thn many in tht case) who still live in thr fantasy world...thr fairy tale world...or rathr nw tht v hav grown up,v call thm "D WORLD OF ASSUMPTIONS"...

hw sad is it tht des ppl jst cant face reality by itz face value...
thy r scared f facin d truth n thus choose 2 b in thr own world f assumption..whch is always...ya "ALWAYZ" a fake world...
by brain des ppl r aware wats d reality bt by heart thy don face it..n hence assume tht thy r happy whch is again nt d truth...

months bck i saw dis movie called "JANE TU YA JANE NA"...n in tht thr was a character who is IMRAN KHAN'S girlfrnd...she lives in d world f assumptions n rathr plays d game f "WATS DIS"...

nw thts d exact thg m talkin abt...thy make fool f thmselvs...bt d moment thy see d reality.thy strt blamin every1 arnd thm...strt weepin tht nobdy is true wid thm..creats a huge issue,tht every1 hurts thm n blah blah blah blah...but thy never realise tht,thy r d only ones who wer livin in d state f assumption...thy wer sailin thr ship in fantasy world...n whn thr eyes got wide open 2 d reality,thy r taken aback..r shocked...!!!!

thrz a piece f advice 4 every1 who reads dis.....if u hav any1 around u,who lives in d state f assumptions,paleez call thm bck 2 reality...coz at d end f it,every1 pays for d eye-opening ceremony....!!!

Friendship(s)...

friendship is a relation whch has diffrnt definition 4 diffrnt ppl...
4 sum,itz nt jst a relation,itz far mor thn tht,mayb wid par wid d relatn v share wid r family..
4 sum,itz jst a sick on headache..
n mayb 4 othrz,itz jst frndshp..widout expectatns,widout burdens,jst d feelin f "I M ALWAYZ THR"....bt 4 nxt millions n zillions f us,thrz no definition f frndshp...

even i cant define,wat frndshp means 2 me...
i jst fail 2 pen down d "DO's" in d list f frndshp bt i always succeed in listin d "DONT's" in dis relatn..

nobdy has a right 2 rule sumbdy in d name f frndshp...you don owe any1 anythg tht you shud b ruled by ur so called frndz..
nobdy can b stopped by behavin non-sensibly.bt once d act is perdormd,dont expect loud applauds...

for me,i can proudly say tht i hav only few frndz..othrz r jst acquitances or mayb r d islands present in d big ocean,called lyf...

D only way i can conclude is....Let dis relation make u inhale oxygen rathr thn clottin ur wind pipe...

social etiquettes...!!

Etiquette....dis is sumthg u ought 2 hav...thrz no choice f havin thm or nt havin thm...
standing in a society...in a social grp,hw can sum1 manage 2 b irritatin n show his/her lack f social etiquettes....!!!

i find it v.weird,whn ppl hav 2 b reminded again n again 2 practice thr etiquettes...bt still thy end up makin a fool out f thmselvs n ultimately showcasin thr standard f education,standard f living,behaviour n non-sensibl attitude...i jst fail 2 undrstnd y ppl do des weird thgs or rathr frm whr do thy get d power2 act weirdly...!!!

n d only biggest reasn i cud conclude till date is...PAMPERIN...dos who r pampered day n night,weeks aftr weeks,months aftr months,yrz aftr yrz thy end up being big probs 2 every1 else..
n whn thrz a pinch of possessiveness along wid pampering....god save d victim.....

i alwayz thought v live in a democratic country,whr every1 has a right 2 live accdlin 2 his/her wish...n i still strngly belv v r in democratic country only...bt thr r few ppl on dis earth who in d name f frndshp,love,possessiveness,concerned,care,bortherd etc etc hav actlly ownd ppl,thy think thy hav bought thm n nw can rule ovr thm...

isnt it so sad...
every coins has 2 sides n v jst cannt blame des ppl who r ill-minded bt equally responsibl r dos ppl who made thm iil-minded.....!!!

nt givin space 2 ppl arnd u,doin sumthg else n expectin sumthg jst d opposite,creatin unnecessary issues 2 grab attention,spoilin moods f every1 arnd,thinkin highly superior f thmslvs.....ppl who hav des symptoms,thy ought 2 consult a doctor...n nw thts nt a joke...des r d serious symptoms frm whch only nt thy suffer,thy make othrz as well 2 suffer...

i jst pity des ppl..n those who surround thm..
god bless thm....n giv thm little brains 2 learn few social etiquettes.....

Expectations...

Dis is a symptom of highly contagious diseases....y do v expect...???
have u ever thought that without any reason v expect so many thugs from others...

u may do anything but d tym sumbdy doesnt stand on ur expectations,d color f ur face changes...!!
y so???
y human beings r so selfish?????

i jst love kids..coz thy r so loving.so affectionate widout expectations....thy r selfless creatures...bt as thy get used 2 d air f dis earth,thy strt becumin selfish n thts d pt. whn thy don remain kids..

ppl expect everythg frm othrz..bt whn sumbdy expects anythg frm thm,thy go frm green 2 red thn 2 black...!!!
every1 thinks frm his/her perspective bt never wid a rational mind...
itz sad tht though every1 knws dis fact bt still thy have expectations...

Thrz a hell loads f diffrnc b/w ego n self-respect....bt d diffrnc is separeted by a thin line whch end up being invisibl 4 sum ppl...n thts d pt whn thy scream on top f thr voice tht hw mch ego thy hav n hw mch self-respect thy hav bt on practical grounds,thy follow non f des 2....

assumin situatns n reactin on des assumptions n concludin u r bettr thn d rest is d ultimate foolishness....b in tht situation,thn react n compare ur conclusions f assumptions n wat actlly happnd...!!!
nobdy is short f words...bt v.few hav d brains 2 convey dos words in a way d words hav sum impression...!!
Empty vessels make more noises...thts d easiest way 2 descrb des ppl who say sumthg,do sumthg else bt expects everythg frm othrz...

hahahha..highly hypocrates elements on dis planet....!!

Love or/and Hate....

Love n Hate r d 2 sides f d same coin...
n d coin cannot ever stand on itz edge 4 a long tym....

u hav 2 decide...eithr itz love or itz hatred...
bt thr r sum relation in everybdy's lyf,whch r nameless...
n mayb des r d once whch hav equal quantity f love n hate....
throughout d lyf,u keep wonderin...wheathr 2 love tht person or hate ....n at sum worse tym,u may lov 2 hate n jst hate 2 love d same person.....!!!

des r 2 strng emotions...whch r alwayz hard as well as easy 2 share...
bt d qustn arises...tht whn n hw does 1 get 2 knw tht it is love or it is hatred....!!

u cannot get sure conclusions...
itz eithr half baked or half unbaked....!! bt d sure conclusion is itz nt completly baked....!!

at 1 pt,u feel itz love coz at tht moment nthg is beautiful thn havin tht person arnd..
n at d othr tyms,u feel lyk hating tht person.....
itz a conflict b/w head n heart or itz a conflict b/w mind n soul or itz a conflict f free-will n destiny...or simply d conflicts b/w des so many conflicts....!!

so jst wear a thinkin cap...!!!

Myths...

"u wud hav a bad day,coz a cat passed ur way"....
"ohh my god,sumbdy sneezed d moment i stepped out..."
"ate non-veg on tusdys...nw only god will help me.."...!!

well des r jst few myths whch v tend 2 follow in r routine lyf...
bt does any1 "actully" belev in thm????
or r thy jst state f mind...?????

welll,even i don hav any answrz...
v r always surrounded by ppl who belv in myths n eventully make us also belv in thm...
bt once i read dis sumwhr..."who belv in GOD,will belv in ghost n will belv in myths"

i cudnt undrstnd d connction b/w d 3thgs bt whn gav dis thought a thought,it was amazin 2 conclude tht it is sumhw true...
itz nt tht only 1 religion follows dis "myth-ology"...bt by n far every religion does...
bt nobdy till date has been abl 2 prove it 2 every1 at d same tym..

it was n i think,will remain a mystry...
myth or no myth,lyfz gt millions n zillions f unsolved qustns...!!

BREAKING THE HABIT....love d lyrics

memories consume like opening up the wound
i'm picking up the part again
u all assume
i m safe here in my room
unless i try 2 start again
i don't want 2 b d 1 battles always choose
'cause inside i realise tht m d 1 confused

i dont knw wat worth fighting for
or why i hav 2 scream....
i don knw y i instigate
n say wat i dont mean...
i don knw hw i got dis way
i knw it's nt alrght...
so i'm breaking d habit
i'm breaking d habit 2nite...

clutching my cure
i tightly lock d door
i try 2 catch my breath again..
i hurt mch mor than any tym bfor
i hav no options left again
i don't want 2 b d 1 battles always choose
'cause inside i realise tht m d 1 confused

i dont knw wat worth fighting for
or why i hav 2 scream....
i don knw y i instigate
n say wat i dont mean...
i don knw hw i got dis way
i knw it's nt alrght...
so i'm breaking d habit
i'm breaking d habit 2nite...

i'll paint it on d walls
'cause m d 1 at fault
i'll never fight again
n dis is hw it ends

i dont knw wat worth fighting for
or why i hav 2 scream....
i don knw y i instigate
n say wat i dont mean...
i don knw hw i got dis way
i knw it's nt alrght...
so i'm breaking d habit
i'm breaking d habit...
i'm breaking d habit 2nite...

Sleeping luck...!!

i don know hw many ppl out thr have actually faced dis situation bt i m sure many wud hav atlst heard abt dis...

thr r ppl who r cald LUCKY 4 OTHERS.... bt Wat abt thr own luck????
u wish somebody BEST OF LUCK n his/her work is brilliantly done...bt if somebody wishes u BEST OF LUCK..thn wat????? does ur luck goes 2 have a nyc sound sleep??????or it just yawns on ur face n leaves everything on his real sister..better known DESTINY....

imagine standing in a queue 2 get ur imp document signed by sum authorities...standing 4 abt 2hours patiently...everyth goin smooth..bt d moment itz ur turn,sumthg out f world happens...wat do u do????whom do u blame????ur luck or ur destiny??
well fgrt it..it happens sumtym..thts wat u may end up thinking..

bt imagine getting 89% marks in ur boards n d cut-off for ur fav. colg closes at 89.75%..
NOW tell...wat wud b ur reactn?????
ever imagined hw des 2 thgs...LUCK N DESTINY..keeps on playing tantrums wid our lyf???

well...frgt dis as well...mayb u wer nt deservin 2 get in2 ur fav. colg...
itz nt only abt marks...bt think, u end getting selectd for sum reputed firm n on ur date f joinin,d firm is declared bankrupt...wat worse cud hav happnd??????

bt....wait...hang on 4 a moment...
imagine u had performed utterly bad in assignmt,bt u end up knwin tht urz was d best...
or mayb sum sportsperson played badly throughout d series that he'll b blamed 4 losing d match bt instead d team wins n even he is appreciated 4 his efforts...

here as well des naughty elements play-act wid u...


thr r no answrs 2 des qustns...sumtym thy act as qustns in front of us n at tym thy r d answrs...
DESTINY N LUCK....r 2 thgs whch act as salt n pepper in ur lyf...u ought 2 hav thm bt in wat quantity,u r never sure...!!!

Colours but no colours....

Ever imagined..somebody who loves colours..hate holi...!!!!

Yes..this is a question am being facing since,I guess,I started breathing on this planet...
people around me..ask same question year after year...and luckily they have started remembering the answer but sadly are not rid of the habit of dragging me in that awful celebration...(yes..for sum its a celebration,not for me,that's something different) and then holi rashes remain till the next holi comes....!!!

Holi is a festival of colours..agreed...but god,the way it is played and the horrifying after effects...are they part of d celebration?? Now that's the question I ask when somebody asks me the reason of not playing holi....!!
for a change,Its my chance to ask questions..now tell..now answer,that's what I feel like saying...!!!
Nobody has any answer..then what they say is...chuck d Q&A session and duuuuuuuuuuuussssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh.......bucket full of water attacks my head..

I just enjoy playing holi with my niece and nephew...though my nephew is naughtier than any of the other family members..but still it actually looks like we are playing and not beating or dragging each other in the name of playing...

Am not against the festival..not at all in that case because I just love colours...but I think there should be some sensible way of playing it...am always thankful to my neighbours and all those living in my neighbourhood,because nobody out here plays with skin burning colours..rather we exchange all the possible wishes..and ofcourse little bit of gulal is there...

I can only SUGGEST...Play Safe...!!!

reality of india...part 1

i just wonder....!!!
this can happen only in India....

now this is something you must have seen at hell lot of places in india...
but isnt it so sad or rather so strange that these things still happen even when people say India is shining...

well am talking about a shop..
next time when you are a k.m or so before Ashram crossing in Delhi (Mathura road side)...you'll see a small shop..
that is supposed to be government's some initiative to provide milk n milk products 24*7...
now thats not a assumption,that it is supposed to provide this kind of service..i know my country's government and how they work...
so its not an asumption and instead of the name of the shop,its writtn yeh dukaan hamesha khuli hoti h(this shop remains open always)..

BUT the irony is...i have never seen its shutters pulled up...
its been more than 3 years i hav been using that route and mind u,never in these 3 years seen this shop open..be it morning time.afternoon.evening or late evenings..
never at all its shutters are open...

now thats what real india is...
i just wonder how many more years will it "actually" take us to grow or rather our government's to grow.....!!!

1st self-composed poem...a new journey starts from here

SOUL OF LIFE
(Title has been suggested by Mr. Infinite n approved by Miss. Sunrays)



If only we could Count the presence of Peace,
if only we could Measure the pain of relief,
Heart would have been a dead part
and the word FEELINGS would have been kept apart.


The world is good, not only with good
but with bad too,
but it looks like as if,
we are still standing in a nameless queue.


Everything is void,
everything is empty,
till the time,
its about being bit full,
Or little less than plenty.



Segregate the vibes,
Initiate the lives
Create a being,
Who is mechanical enough, to be emotionally deprived.


Destiny is a topic,
hard to discuss upon.
Freewill is a phrase,
which gets hard if we discuss upon.


Calculated breath,
calculated time,
its either a half glass empty,
or half glass full of pride.



Sing the tune of life,
it may sound good at times.
Tune the sound of bad one’s,
who knows you may end up, being pleasure for someone.


Life is finite,
feelings are infinite.
Body is mortal,
soul is immortal,
Sing a song, my dear friend,
which is not dead enough, even if the whole world is wiped.



P.S..would try and draft more,lets see if could write more or not

understanding d "silence"...

A new day...new deeds..new things...
but whats same was my "silence"...

lately i have been using my silence as my biggest scream...
but sadly people around me are so dumb and lost in void that they hardly understand the meaning of silence...

so for those people who take everything by its face-value,here's a piece of word,it may at some point of time in your life,help you..

SILENCE IS THE BIGGEST TOOL TO CONVERSE WHEN YOU LACK WORDS...

don't bother to scream and yell and end up making a mess but instead,use a smarter way of saying everything but still not saying....
situations arise when you want to speak but you know its not "safe" enough....that's the time when you keep shut...
but mind you,i use my silence just to show that "how foolish the topic is,even to speak about"...

patience has its own voice and silence has its own...but in my case,i make sure they appear same but not mean the same....!!!

my favourite word..."HMMMMM"....

welll...
this is absolutely true...
this word..or not a word but an expression...or maybe a symbol for many expressions....
but "HMMMMM..." rocks...
you can use it in many ways....
and i learnt that from somebody who loves to speak "HMMM...."...

now let me share this...
you may be using this..but am sure never observed it...

hmmmm....!!!! --- this hmm means how..
hmmmm...??? --- this hmm means what..
hmm...hmmm... ---- this hmm means yaaa..maybe...not sure...
hmm...? hmmm..?? --- this means what,come back..didnt get you...


now these are the few "hmmm...";s i learnt...and mind you..this process is still on...
now thats the magic of expressions....1 word...tooooooooooo many meaning...

i hope next time somebody uses this word....you'll be like... "HMMM...i hav heard it"....(this hmm means yaaa..i remember i read somewhere)...

is it something good or bad...!!

Well as the college is about to end...there or loads and loads of mixed feelings...
its happening and its not happening...

friends..college..teachers...marks..books...the over crowed buses..and hell of traffic...
that's precisely the three years in "DELHI UNIVERSITY"...

3years...3 memorable years..but memories of not only good or best of things but of bad n worst of things as well..
personal changes..emotional set-backs..everything helped making these years worth living and not at all worth living at d same time...

from being highly impatient personality...changing into highly patient one...is (i think) the only thing I achieved from these years...because other than this..nothing worth mentioning ever happened...

while in school it was always fun to think about going to college..bunking classes..hanging around with friends etc etc etc...BUT...a very big BUT...nothing thought did take place

first year-short of attendance...
second year-short of marks...
final year-short of everything else....

Finlay waste of 3 precious years of life...

but....this is the generation of management...and so..these three years of wastage of time,money and energy were well managed...
lets wait and watch the results...